Faraway Thunder
David Antrobus Posted on Friday, August 26, 2016 at 8:54PM 
There were no signs. You got there via a rutted overgrown track between the corn brake and the slough. Once you did, you'd be hard put to know which was the more broken down: the shack or the old man who lived in it.
She knew he never spoke of the very war she figured was what ruined him. She made these visits not to hear about napalm or agent orange or Bell Hueys but simply to keep him company. She felt badly for him, all on his lonesome an' all, no family she knew of, friends likely dead, unbidden memories shuffling out of the corn.
Sometimes he'd be sitting on his canted porch in a reeking bathrobe that might once have been white cotton flannel but now appeared as if assembled from filthy slaughterhouse mops, and stank that way. Mayhap she'd hunt down that old washboard and coax him out of his robe and try to launder it best she could. He never hid his nakedness, and after a while it stopped bothering her too. Other times she'd dig up a greenish potato in the weed patch that dreamed of being a vegetable garden and add it to the chitlins she'd brung, along with a couple eggs from the coop if the broody old hens had deigned to lay that day.
Neither of them said much, all told. She might sit beside him on the stoop—though he'd never offer up his rickety chair—and watch as the sun spread like a broken yolk and dripped below the rim of the world and the lightning bugs briefly outshone the few pale stars. Occasionally he'd go fill a mason jar with moonshine and share it with her, and smoke while they listened to the antic coyote chorus, after which she'd sway a little on her hike back in near blackness, half-afraid she'd fall in the slough, a small dutiful woman in a large world of night.
He did tell of his brother once. Another time of his mama. Both long dead, as she'd thought. Rare times he talked, she mostly listened; the smallest creek needs no impediment. He never once mentioned his pa.
The most he ever talked was after a big storm had passed, one that still sounded in the gloomy hills to the east, like the ghosts of old battles.
"Had to kill me one a' them hens," he said into the clear mercury air.
"How come?"
"Got a wound on her neck, so the others woulda slowly pecked her dead anyways."
"Which one?" she asked, but immediately felt foolish. "Though I s'pose you seen one dumb chicken you seen 'em all."
And that was the only time he spoke of the war.
"They used to say that about Charlie. They was wrong then, and you're jes' as wrong now."
Reader Comments (2)
This reminds me of an old Mash episode. Hawkeye is in a therapy session talking about being in a bus where everyone had to remain silent or they'd be caught. A woman passenger kept a chicken under her arm and had to suffocate it so it wouldn't betray them. Then he finally realised the chicken was her baby and she had sacrificed it for the group. I don't remember any other episodes but I'll never forget that one. This hit me the same way.
I only just saw this comment, Yvonne, so apologies for my delayed reply, but thank you, that's some high praise there, and I do know that feeling when something connects with you that deeply. I'm genuinely honoured.