The Mood
David Antrobus Posted on Friday, December 18, 2015 at 7:44PM 
Writing. We all struggle sometimes to find new ways of expressing ourselves. I've taken a slightly involuntary hiatus, of late, in that sense. But as short as this piece is, it seems to be a somewhat different angle into story (with story being so crucial and all). I threw words together in a far shorter time than I'm used to and tried to resist traditional or strict punctuation in an effort to follow the rhythms of the speaker. There's a hell of a backstory, no doubt. Not even sure we'll ever be privy to it, but it doesn't hurt to speculate. My sense is, he was haunted by the look his mother gave him and never felt up to the task she set him, a task that seemed simple at first yet grew more complicated the more life unfolded... as things tend to do. Everything else that happened to him stemmed from that. But anyone reading this is free to dream or wish or reluctantly relate their own sweet or curséd version.
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I'm a old man now and dont ever ask me to recall that frail clapboard home dwarfed by the vast yellow prairie that was never warm even when sunny, I oughta be able to remember summers but I dont, only the moan and shriek of many winters, no true windbreaks other than some scraggy poplars, distant mountains a bluish smudge on the horizon, barely even looked like mountains they were so far, pa hurtin momma month in month out and one day momma killin pa with a hatchet when he was passed out drunk, blood the thickness of motor oil dripping still warm from the finger she held to her lips, her huge eyes on me and her tremblin voice sayin, look after your brother now, you hear? be a good boy, while a crackly old gramophone played in the dim corner of a bare room, big band, maybe even glenn miller in the mood, I can almost recall the label in the middle of the disc, blue with a dog listenin to a phonograph, although that might be my subconscious funnin me, we all know what happened to glenn miller after all, although we dont really do we?
Ask me about that, or about what became of little bobby, and I wont tell you, now git away from the bars I been known to react poorly to bein stared at.
Reader Comments (6)
As always, David, you captured a character, inhabited him, and written from a point of view so crystal clear, that only these few words were needed to write an entire lifetime.
Damn it, you're good. Now - WRITE MORE STORIES. Thank you ;)
Ha ha, I need some kind of private benefactor to take care of my bills. Then I'd write... a lot.
'wrote' you 'wrote'. Argh...you didn't 'written'. You see how awed I was by your writing? I lost the ability to sentence write good. :)
Nicely done, David! And don't worry 'bout where they come from (or when they don't) or how long or short it takes to get them right. :) When THEY show up those voices in your head, just BE there to write 'em down!
LOL, Jo! :)
Wise words, Teresa!